Friday, June 18, 2010

im not ok.

my blog is a place 4 me 2 write anything.
and i know it always about my feeling.
yes,i admit.
bcos i dont know if the wall would hear me.
and if it would be,i bet u.
i will delete my blog.

today is one more day i felt like.
i dont know. juz dont know how to tell u people.
i wake up 4 in a evening (not morning ok).
yes,overnite again. i came back home,oh its 8AM oledy. dushh~
then i went 2 gerbang malam pd malamnya 2 find la konon baju sehelai dua.
but it was really sucks.

then its the time 2 makan-makan n hembus-hembus asap.
bosannya hidup aku. kan?

afterwards. i went back home an turn on my lappy.
online fesbuk n so on.
so many people ask me.
how 2 find ariel n lunamaya punye muvie ha?
aiyo. lambatnye korang.
ive oledy watched it la.
xbest ponn. dah la 3gp. haha
but. it was great! HAHA :P

then. then. then.
oh b4 i lupe.
td mase kat gerbang,ade org jual arnab :)
now i do believe me and arnab really have the equation :)
rabbit,u jd my pet ok someday!

then i was thinking.
sumthin is going so wrong.
i dont know wat it really is.
i felt like.
eventhough i always hu-ha-hu-ha sana hu-ha-hu-ha sini.
but. part of me still missing.
sungguh rase ini sgt cibai!

ok. let me be honest.
i miss someone very badly.
if i had one chance 2 erase sumthin in my mind.
if only i had tis chance.
if only.
if.
from the bottom of my heart.
i would choose 2 erase everything related to someone.
someone that i know. n i will always know.
always in my heart.
even die tak ade kat depan mata.
even aku tak nmpak die kat mana2.
even aku tak dpt peluang jumpe die.
even org perlekehkan perasaan aku.
but one thing 4 sure.
die mmg xde kat depan mata aku.
die mmg takkan aku jumpe kat mana2.
dan mmg aku takde peluang jumpe die.
mmg. yes. that is true.

tapi. die ade kat sini.
kat dalam hati aku.

enough faer.
i miss u so badly.

if only u could feel wats im feeling now.
but u just dont know.
how does it feels~

sorry guys.
im a loser.
yes. i am!

2 comments:

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uhhhh luna maya and ariel ke.... yup sekarang tengah panas hangit.. but aku tak berniat nak komen ape-ape....

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Abah oh Abah...
Kerana abah aku disini
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Kerana abah kuterasa bahagia…
Terima kasih atas segalanya
Abah oh Abah…
Tak pernah kau keluhkan
Semenjak kecil aku dibesarkan
aku dimanjakan dengan belaian gurauanmu
Teguran mu.. Marah mu..
Tanda sayangnya abah pada anak mu
Anak mu saja tak peduli dan buat tak tahu
Abah oh Abah...
Abah…engkau semangatku
kau padamkan air mataku...ketika aku bersedih…
Engkau penawarku ketika aku sakit…
ketika aku ketawa .. engkau turut ketawa
Abah oh Abah...
Namun ketika engkau berduka ?
Aku harap Akulah penawar duka laramu
Tiap saat aku menghitung kerinduan terhadapmu…

Doa ku untuk mu
رَبَّنَا اغْفِرْ لِي وَلِوَالِدَيَّ وَلِلْمُؤْمِنِينَ يَوْمَ يَقُومُ الْحِسَابُ
"Rabbanaghfir Lii Wa Li Waalidayya Wa Lil Mu'miniina Yauma Yaquumul-hisaab"
"Ya Tuhan kami, beri ampunlah aku dan kedua ibu bapaku dan sekalian orang-orang mukmin pada hari terjadinya hisab (hari kiamat)"
O our Lord! And forgive me, and my parents, and all the Muslims on the day when the account will be establishe
Surah Ibrahim 14:41

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